JapanxReader-Lovesick~request

Thought I Kissed you Kiss away..
Thought I loved your love today..
See the things you see my way...
I thought I kissed your kiss away..


       Sitting there by yourself wasn't an option. You weren't stuck there but you had nothing else to do. Nobody bothered to check up on you, so there was no point in hiding the tears. You sat next to the grave of your best friend Kiku-who had died for a reason nobody knew of. You had always wanted to tell him how you felt, but never came around to doing so. You held a rose-that was almost dead-in your hand, as tears spilled down your cheeks. It was like nobody but you cared about him. You heard there was a party going on at school that night, and the school didn't even bother to let anyone know the tragic death of Kiku.
"Where did you go Kiku..." you whimpered as a slow wind blew the few ballons you left beside his grave.



I can't help about thinking when your away from me...
That you are my, meant to be...
Or am I lovesick, a broken mess...
Lovesick, love me any less....
Lovesick, kiss my kisses....



              Darkness filled the valleys around you as the sun set on the horizon. Dried tears tickled your cold cheeks as your breath came out as white puffs. You were lovesick. A broken mess. You had no time to tell Kiku. You didn't know you had enough time until he was gone. The sad thoughts ran through your head as you broke down again, partly laying in his grave. The dirt was still there-the grass had not yet grown over yet. To think, he was right under you..
"I love you Kiku..."
You stood up and finally took a moment to sniffled over and over, and place the rose you had on his grave. You stared at it for a moment, and watched the balloons fly around feely. A few more tears escaped your sadened (e/c) eyes, as you picked up the rose again.
"I will always keep this.." you replied, knowing there was not a soul around. You continued anyway-almost feeling that Kiku was listening to you like he always did when you were sad.
"I will never let go of it..even when I die."
With that, you left the graveyard.


Lovesick, a broken mess..
Lovesick, love my any less...
Lovesick, kiss my kisses...

Kiss my kisses.......


    
          As you stumbled out of the graveyard, you noticed bright lights heading your way. You clutched the rose meant for Kiku in your hand-never wanting to let go. The driver however, did not see you until it was too late, and hit you instantly.
"Oh my god!" his wife in the passengers seat exclaimed-not even seeing you either.
"I think I hit a girl!" cried her husand as he got out of the car and saw the poor girl on the road. She had dull (h/c) and dead (e/c) eyes and a pale white face. What he couldn't understand was the girl looked to be smiling..and had holding in her hands a rose..that was in full bloom.


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        Light. It was the light you saw first as you awoke to the sound of a stream. You sat up, and looked around. You were surrounded by a beautiful garden with lots of floweres and trees. A mini waterfall was just behind you. You looked over the your left and there in your hands was the rose. It wasn't dead anymore. It was completely bloomed and beautiful.
"(your name)!"
Your (e/c) widened.
"(Your name)!!!" the voice called again.
You knew that voice..
"(YOUR NAME)-SAN!!"
There he was. Standing just a few inches away. Your eyes began to water with happiness and your love Kiku bent down and gave you a huge hug. You were a little stunned, because he was never this close with anyone-except his pillows and blankets.
"Oh Kiku!" you took this opportunity and hugged him right back with full force. You could feel no heart beat, but he was still warm.
You looked into his eyes and gave him a quick kiss.
He took your hand with the rose, and as if it couldn't get any prettier, the petals began to open even more, showing the bright inside of the flower.
"You will never be alone now (your name). I ruve you." he said, kissing your nose, and kissing all your happy tears away.
It was true. After that...you were never alone again.


Kiss my kisses away...